Tumblr (3.0; @alainalamphear)http://alainalamphear.tumblr.com/<p>If you made the right decision about something major and life changing? I second guess myself on almost everything I do. At this point, I&#8217;m not sure if I&#8217;m just scared of being alone, or if we really had something special and I let it go, but at times I find myself missing so many things about him. After almost 5 years together, I miss many things we had, although we didn&#8217;t have it perfect, maybe it wasn&#8217;t as bad as it seemed while I was in it. I don&#8217;t know. This is just pointless rambling, but I&#8217;m so confused over my feelings. </p>http://alainalamphear.tumblr.com/post/14307358537http://alainalamphear.tumblr.com/post/14307358537Fri, 16 Dec 2011 08:29:43 -0500